Bummed

So Ben got pertussis, even though he was immunized against it.  So there goes my St. George biking weekend.  To say I am bummed is an understatement.  It was what I was counting on to relieve some of this stress and anxiety.  I feel bad for Ben, and thank goodness for antibiotics.  My dad almost died from this as a baby.  I selfishly admit I feel really bad for me too:(  Looks like I will continue to take my stress out on the treadmill and stationary bike. It just isn't the same as being out it nature.